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Wow it is kind of surreal that we will all be graduating next year. It's amazing how 4 years turned into 6 months = 4,382 hours, 37,440 minutes. I don't actually think it has set in that graduation is so close, that TMA will soon be a memory of a time back then. This is when you realize that nothing last forever, but will always have the memories. Knowing college is right around the corner is one of the biggest nerve racking thing. Your going to a new place, possibly without friends, meeting new people, doing everything on your own, nobody to hound you over work. 

College is like a whole new world. Living on your own is the biggest obstacle because I never done that before. It will be a huge reality check in itself. College is bittersweet to me, I want to go, but at the same time I don't. I don't want to leave the life I know, the normal at the same time want to experience something new. The biggest fear that always sits in the back of the mind is that I am going to fail and disappoint people. That thought always lingers in my head, as much as I try to throw it out. 

Everybody always says "college is going to be the best part of your life", but I really don't believe that at all. Although, I do believe college will define the type of person you are, you find out who you really are if you don't already in college.