College is like a whole new world. Living on your own is the biggest obstacle because I never done that before. It will be a huge reality check in itself. College is bittersweet to me, I want to go, but at the same time I don't. I don't want to leave the life I know, the normal at the same time want to experience something new. The biggest fear that always sits in the back of the mind is that I am going to fail and disappoint people. That thought always lingers in my head, as much as I try to throw it out.
Everybody always says "college is going to be the best part of your life", but I really don't believe that at all. Although, I do believe college will define the type of person you are, you find out who you really are if you don't already in college.
I understand how you feel Sean. I sometimes think about all the fun times I had since 9th grade. I still remember when I first came to TMA in 9th grade and I'll always remember going to Fright Fest. I've had a chance to meet a lot of cool people and become friends with a lot of people.
ReplyDeleteI have been feeling the same way, the last years of high school are the most emotional!
ReplyDeleteI think college is difficult because people have so many huge life decisions to make. For many people, that's not easy. Answers aren't always obvious, which can lead to stress and second guessing oneself. Still college can also be a lot of fun. You just need to find balance.
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